Facing Downe But Looking Up
Things are hard but I’m an optimist at heart. I’m facing downe but looking up.
All Day Every Day.
![Brushes
I would like to point out that I am the worst when it comes to relationships; well, at least the ideal type. No, not because of unfaithfulness, disloyalty, mistrust, or what-have-you; but, simply because… I don’t understand them.
Well, actually, on the contrary, it may possibly be that I absolutely, 100%, completely understand them.
Relationships? Literally speaking it’s dependency; as in, anything that one variable (u) does adversely effects the outcome of another variable (i). They’re like toothbrushes and toothpaste. Each individual item is pretty useless without the other; they have this sense of dependency — HENCE, a relationship.
Of course, that’s just literally speaking.
I tried formulating how a human relationship differs from the literal sense; but honestly, I couldn’t. The world would not choose the terms “in a relationship” if they didn’t intend the sense of necessity and dependency. There is no such thing as an independent relationship — I mean, when it comes down to it, that really doesn’t make complete sense.
Some will argue and fight against that; but I find it true in all cases. In some shape, way, or form there must be an extent to which one person has an effect on the other.
Being completely independent is impossible if or when you are in a relationship.
With that being said; maybe it’s not that I don’t understand relationships — maybe it’s as to why?
I am a strong individual; I keep my own and handle myself well. I don’t depend on anybody when it comes to being happy or living simply because I’m an expert at knowing what I want and what I need; and I know that there are others out there exactly the same as me…
… yet they do it — they get into relationships.
So why?
Why slow down for somebody else? Why make yourself vulnerable? You don’t need to be since I find that you’re able. Why would you give somebody else that power over you? They now officially have a choice to change your decisions or original train of thoughts.
Since I can’t answer why; obviously that would make me possibly the world’s worst potential boyfriend — then again, I’m not looking.
Who really knows?
… excuse me while I go brush my teeth; I need to find my toothpaste.
[img via]](http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l3mvh2jeDB1qav15co1_250.jpg)
![Brushes
I would like to point out that I am the worst when it comes to relationships; well, at least the ideal type. No, not because of unfaithfulness, disloyalty, mistrust, or what-have-you; but, simply because… I don’t understand them.
Well, actually, on the contrary, it may possibly be that I absolutely, 100%, completely understand them.
Relationships? Literally speaking it’s dependency; as in, anything that one variable (u) does adversely effects the outcome of another variable (i). They’re like toothbrushes and toothpaste. Each individual item is pretty useless without the other; they have this sense of dependency — HENCE, a relationship.
Of course, that’s just literally speaking.
I tried formulating how a human relationship differs from the literal sense; but honestly, I couldn’t. The world would not choose the terms “in a relationship” if they didn’t intend the sense of necessity and dependency. There is no such thing as an independent relationship — I mean, when it comes down to it, that really doesn’t make complete sense.
Some will argue and fight against that; but I find it true in all cases. In some shape, way, or form there must be an extent to which one person has an effect on the other.
Being completely independent is impossible if or when you are in a relationship.
With that being said; maybe it’s not that I don’t understand relationships — maybe it’s as to why?
I am a strong individual; I keep my own and handle myself well. I don’t depend on anybody when it comes to being happy or living simply because I’m an expert at knowing what I want and what I need; and I know that there are others out there exactly the same as me…
… yet they do it — they get into relationships.
So why?
Why slow down for somebody else? Why make yourself vulnerable? You don’t need to be since I find that you’re able. Why would you give somebody else that power over you? They now officially have a choice to change your decisions or original train of thoughts.
Since I can’t answer why; obviously that would make me possibly the world’s worst potential boyfriend — then again, I’m not looking.
Who really knows?
… excuse me while I go brush my teeth; I need to find my toothpaste.
[img via]](http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l3mvh2jeDB1qav15co1_400.jpg)
Brushes
I would like to point out that I am the worst when it comes to relationships; well, at least the ideal type. No, not because of unfaithfulness, disloyalty, mistrust, or what-have-you; but, simply because… I don’t understand them.
Well, actually, on the contrary, it may possibly be that I absolutely, 100%, completely understand them.
Relationships? Literally speaking it’s dependency; as in, anything that one variable (u) does adversely effects the outcome of another variable (i). They’re like toothbrushes and toothpaste. Each individual item is pretty useless without the other; they have this sense of dependency — HENCE, a relationship.
Of course, that’s just literally speaking.
I tried formulating how a human relationship differs from the literal sense; but honestly, I couldn’t. The world would not choose the terms “in a relationship” if they didn’t intend the sense of necessity and dependency. There is no such thing as an independent relationship — I mean, when it comes down to it, that really doesn’t make complete sense.
Some will argue and fight against that; but I find it true in all cases. In some shape, way, or form there must be an extent to which one person has an effect on the other.
Being completely independent is impossible if or when you are in a relationship.
With that being said; maybe it’s not that I don’t understand relationships — maybe it’s as to why?
I am a strong individual; I keep my own and handle myself well. I don’t depend on anybody when it comes to being happy or living simply because I’m an expert at knowing what I want and what I need; and I know that there are others out there exactly the same as me…
… yet they do it — they get into relationships.
So why?
Why slow down for somebody else? Why make yourself vulnerable? You don’t need to be since I find that you’re able. Why would you give somebody else that power over you? They now officially have a choice to change your decisions or original train of thoughts.
Since I can’t answer why; obviously that would make me possibly the world’s worst potential boyfriend — then again, I’m not looking.
Who really knows?
… excuse me while I go brush my teeth; I need to find my toothpaste.